Saturday, December 25, 2021

Just random me

I remember when I was in secondary school student council camp and I was this person that cannot stop moving and woke up at 5am to play basketball and some other SCs said I was too hyperactive and even wrote it in my autograph book which I dunno where already... maybe I have ADHD too hahahaha. So now I think teaching is a good job for ADHD people because restless folks like me is constantly on the go to different classes and talking to different people (students) which is actually quite fun as a flexi since that's all I do. The most frustrating thing for me will be marking as it tied me down to the table but at least no more admin stuff to settle. 😝

Thursday, March 12, 2020

Happy birthday to me

It's my birthday today.

It's also a long tiring day.

After being in school from 7:45am to 4:45pm, I went home and I cried. And I have no time to spare. So I must cry quickly so that I can have 20 minutes for my dinner before rushing out for my tuition class.

Tuesday, December 18, 2018

Thankful that my eczema is gone!

After my friend recommended G3 to me, I looked it up... that's why I put some of the information I gathered over the research together in the previous entry.

Then I bought some for my girls to try. And I took it with them. I'm glad it helps them fall sick lesser, and helps me clear up my eczema! Hip hip hurray!!

Thankful to have many friends believe in me and so glad to hear 100% positive feedback so far on the use of G3.

On it's own, it's great at boosting immunity, good for the eyes and for overall well-being.

And for friends with eczema, combining it with Enhancer skin conditioning gel really helps soothe the skin. Love this combination. If you are suffering from eczema, I strongly encourage you to try this combination and see the difference!

Thursday, August 23, 2018

Wednesday, August 1, 2018

Looking at some of my old posts, I realized I was once a very depressed person.

Everyday I walked home, not looking forward to seeing my children, but looking for ways to kill myself.

I'm so glad that those days were over.

Thursday, August 24, 2017

I think I've lived long enough.

It's time to exit Earth.

But too many responsibilities are tying me down.

As a mother and as a child.

At home and at work.

I just can't let it go. So why did I even think about exiting life?

Too many responsibilities... that's what makes me down. And that's what keeps me here. When will these responsibilities let me go?

Wednesday, June 28, 2017

My kids are just not how I want my kids to be. They prefer their main caretaker more to their mum.

The caretakers are not doing what I wish they do. We do not speak the same language.

I am a failure. People think I'm a lousy mother. I think I'm a lousy mum.

I'm as unsuccessful as a person could get. There is no meaning in living this lousy unsuccessful life at all.

I wish I'm dead. Then they can do whatever they want to do.

Then i don't have to work. The kids will still be loved by the people that spoil them.

It will be perfect.

A simple wish. But so hard to fulfill.