Saturday, July 18, 2015

Too much chilled milk

Did "stock taking" of my chilled expressed breast milk against my records after pumping this morning... took out 3 bottles of chilled ebm as they've been in the fridge for over 4 days. Sigh, wanna stick to unfrozen ebm but I guess I gotta start freezing the ebm as I'm pumping more and more!

Googled for ideas of what I can do with the 3 bottles and found several links. Here's one to share:

Thursday, July 9, 2015

Hard rocks

Woke up with my two boobs hard like rocks, lumpy and super engorged. Baby's still asleep but I'm pumping now to clear the engorgement. Sigh... a mummy's gonna do what a mummy's gonna do... even if baby slept through the night, no chance for that to happen to me as long as I'm breastfeeding. *tired*

Alright I'm back to report the yield after pumping for a mere 9 minutes until both sides are soft and comfy. It's about 110 to 115 ml per side~ enough to split into 3 feeds for her and I've already got 6 feeds in the fridge! Maybe I've no choice but to start freezing some...

And there she goes... crying. Time to latch (no time to sleep). And it doesn't help that my right shoulder is feeling super stiff and sore right now.

Tuesday, July 7, 2015

Mad evening

The evening has been madness... elder one throwing tantrums, baby in my arms from 7+ to 11+ although she seems sleepy, she's taking forever to sleep, and screams when I put her down... 

Earlier on my elder girl was in my PILs' room and MIL was screaming at FIL, my girl interrupted and she screamed at her as well. And besides that, I have a screaming baby, my girl's throwing tantrum and screaming several times, and me screaming at both of them at times for all the tantrums. My hubby's still at work and missing all the 'excitement' at home.

Latching baby from 8+ till 11+ and messaging hubby, whining that my back's hurting so bad, feeling so sore and super hungry... he just came home from work and immediately went into the kitchen to cook this for me... finally baby's sleeping soundly in her cot and I'm slurping this. Times like this I really appreciate my hubby to bits.

First nail trim today

(T_T)

The one day when motherhood sucks BIG time. I wish I can send my girls to some professional baby manicurist... no one else dares to trim their nails so far, it's always been me for both girls. I'm glad she's gotten over it, stopped crying and fell asleep again.

Monday, July 6, 2015

First visit to the mall

That was yesterday. It's also my first time latching this girl in the mall, in the restaurant when we're having lunch. I actually bought a new nursing cover but somehow I'm just so used to using this old one, which is also a freebie from one of those maternity goodie bags and I still have a few of these nursing aprons! Why did I even buy one huh?!


After lunch, we went shopping for a set of outfit for my girl to wear for this year's national day celebration at her childcare centre... oh yes, she has no red top or red outfit. She threw a horrific tantrum in Kiddy Palace as we refused to let her buy the play doh that she refused to let go. After I've took it away from her, she screamed and cried, lying on the floor face down, making such a scene! I'm glad hubby's around to settle her as I pushed the stroller going round and round with my baby inside. She too screamed and made a scene when the stroller stopped moving and it's irritating how strangers we don't know (mostly aunties) peered into her bassinet and commented that my little baby's hungry when I've just latched her and returned from the nursing room! That makes me seem like a bad mom who ignores baby hunger pleas... ugh, it's so irritating and frustrating! But she'll stop crying shortly after I start pushing the strollers around... haha, prove you wrong, busybodies! Anyway she also let out an explosive poo while I was nursing her... I was telling her it's okay, I'd clean you at the diaper changing stations outside the nursing cubicle, then it dawned upon me that my diaper bag was with my hubby in Kiddy Palace! And so I had to put her back to the stroller, push all the way back to Kiddy Palace to swap bag with my hubby, and then push back to the nursing room, change her and then back to Kiddy Palace again to look for my hubby and our girl.

It was when I was latching baby in a nursing room for the first time, hubby brought our elder girl to Kiddy Palace where I said I'll meet them after nursing our baby, and my girl took a set of play doh and refused to let go. Even told me to keep it inside my bag *faint* when she saw me and we kept telling her that the things in the stores aren't ours until we've paid for them, so we can't just keep them. We told her firmly that we would not buy it for her as she does have play doh and many other toys at home. Hubby was telling me that while I was pushing the stroller around, he asked her if she had money to pay for it herself, and she said yes! So he asked her for the money and she said it's in mummy's bag. (-__-") Seriously girl? So smart uh?

Sigh I'm still undecided whether a baby who wants to latch in public when you're trying to enjoy your lunch, lets out explosive poo in shopping mall and doesn't stop crying until the stroller's moving, or a toddler who throws tantrums at the slightest thing, home or out and about, and creates a scene in the mall that makes you feel like the most embarrassed parent... which is the more difficult stage of parenthood? I still can't decide. I can't.

After the time in the mall, we went to my parents' place for dinner and then went home at almost 8pm... by the time we reached home, both the bubs were asleep behind. And my hubby showed me that he could be an impressive father of our bubs. ^^



Last night, baby started turning in her cot and she turned 90 degree and got stuck horizontally in the cot. It was in the middle of the night and she started making a lot of noise... sigh, why are you moving around so fast?! Hubby brought the fussing baby to our bed and thereafter I kept latching in bed. Whenever she fussed, I just try to pop her object of desire into her mouth... but it could take quite long as we both not so experience latching lying down, yet she got so excited that she kept shaking her head and struggling like she's fighting with my boob. (>_<)

I think she's having this bad habit of wanting to latch whenever she smells me. She can be quite quiet and sleeps quite fast when hubby's carrying her. However when I carry her, she'll cry and keep searching around even when just bottle fed... MIL says she just wanna latch because she smells it.

My baby had two major explosive poo in the morning, and when I was changing her diaper, there's milk trickling out of her mouth. Makes me wonder how much she's been drinking throughout the night and whether she's overfed.

Anyway, how to latch lying down and get her burped? My first girl didn't take in so much air when she's crying or swallowing and we have no issue not burping her at all after latching... only necessary to burp after bottle feeding. Now this girl always has so much gas inside and let out huge burps after every feed. However throughout out the night, we were both falling asleep when latching while lying in bed, so there was no burping at all. This morning she was fussing again and I decided to latch her sitting up. The moment I lift her up to my chest, she let out such a huge burp, old milk (complete with curds) started flowing out of her mouth like a fountain for a while. Sigh, does that mean I have to keep awake and burp her after she's fallen asleep and unlatched, risking waking her up while burping. Or perhaps I shall be very careful when lifting her up every morning, anticipating a huge burp with milky pukes? >__<

Sunday, July 5, 2015

So weird

It's funny how after I've "complained" about my right side now yielding less than my left, it suddenly switched back to yielding more again... how weird!

Friday, July 3, 2015

Multitask

Today I did it for the third time. Latch baby on the right while pumping on the left.

First did it two nights ago. SIL was coming with durians and I've been craving for durians since preggy until baby's over 5 weeks old now! I was feeling kinda engorged so I wanna pump first before the durian feast, and baby's locked in the bedroom with me... I didn't want my elder girl to disturb if I wanna do it fast. But baby started fussing minutes after she's left in the cot... gosh. I picked her up to hush her and put her on my bed next to me so I could pat her... but she's still fussing and seemingly rooting. So I decided to latch her on my right while I pump my more engorged left. Then I did the same again yesterday morning when I woke up engorged but my girl started fussing before I started pumping. And again, the third time, this morning. New milestone unlocked ahahahaha... mummy level up!

By the way, something really weird happened! Throughout pumping for #1 and even earlier for this baby, my right side has always been more engorged and yield much more. My #1 and #2 massage ladies both also noticed and commented about it. I thought maybe I have more glands in right side... I'm naturally quite "unbalanced" anyway... my legs are not the same length and my ears are not at same level too... But suddenly in these two weeks, my left side yield much more instead and right side has become much softer and less engorged! It's sooo weird to me... suddenly swapped side, how did this happen?? They take turns to work hard huh?